I feel
like I'm just a small town girl, living in this lonely world. But then someone
happens to step into that world. He make her smile and blush over everything.
He give this little girl butterflies like no one has before. {Speechless}
would describe her at this point in the day. You know when you have so
much to say but you don't know where to start. You don't want to reveal too
much, but don't want to say too little. You’re excited and scared at the same
time. Your stomach jumps and your heart start to beat out of your chest.
Everything feels so fresh and new. This could be the beginning of
something great or something amazing. Few of you know what I am referring to.
Even fewer know {who} I am referring to. He may not even know.
Yes
ladies and gentlemen, I am referring to a man. A beautiful, brave man. Oh
how my heart is fluttering. I feel ridiculous but at the same time I feel as if
this is the most excitement my heart has been all year. I instantly smile when
I see a text from this person (he needs a nickname since I will be changing
it). The content of the text doesn't seem to matter, I just feel amazing
knowing that I crossed his mind, even if it was for that second to send
the text.
This
person keeps making me blush, especially after I found out he reads my
blog. My cheeks turned rose colored red. We will call him
Charming or prince for short. He asked if it was worth it to risk it all
for him. Obviously he read my blog post found here asking if it was
worth it. My answer to his question is, yes! If you could only see my
face right now you would probably laugh. I haven't been open like this in a
long time. I feel as if I was closed off, but now I am free to express myself.