A girl in City

Modern Laxmi Bai on Delhi Road.

acitygirl — Sat, 10 Mar 2012 15:04:43 GMT

Few months ago, I met my ex-colleague. He called me as "Laxmi Bai”...I was shocked and him that "why you are calling me with that name...”. He replied me one of the funny incident of my life which happened two days back before I met him. Oh God, I was shocked that he saw me?????...Actually, he saw me in the middle of traffic while crossing the lane.

Actually on that day, it was around 7pm in the evening, we were on the way to Mother Dairy Road in a heavy traffic...Me and my friend were coming back to home from our office.. It was in Noida, so we have to take bus for Main Mother and then we have to cross two traffic light to reach another bus. There we were waiting for a red signal so that we could cross the road. After 5 minutes of waiting, the Red signal opened but no vehicle stopped for that. But we want to cross the road but couldn’t...........We were in a hurry to go to Mother Dairy Ice-cream parlor...

Then in that Red signal, I decided to cross the road. In that traffic, I kept hold of my friend’s hand tightly because I know that she can’t do it alone. I had started to walk in traffic and showed a hand to the coming traffic. The 1st one was an auto rickshaw who came near to me. I said to the driver that "Ruko!!! Dikhta nahi kya? Red signal ho gaya hai (Stop!! Don’t you look at the Red signal)" with a big smile.. The driver was shocked and replied something, but we didn’t listen to him...There in that traffic everyone was watching us because of our foolishness (actually because of our daring hehhehehe)...

I was smiling and everyone started smiling at me and we moved from there.. In all this, I felt like I was a lion that crossed her way and everyone scared while seeing me...

Now we have to cross another road...I took the same step again and but this time it was not the auto rickshaw but a mini bus... It was not me this time but the driver said to me that "Ye to mai hu jisne bus rok diya koi aur hota to chada deta tum par (It’s me who had stopped the bus, if any other driven means may be hit you at this time.)" but he was also smiling at me and me also did.

My friend was also very laughing at me and keep on telling that you are crazy...Really I was feeling like crazy at that time as well as a Lion oh no a Lioness...............

Love Feelings............

acitygirl — Tue, 06 Mar 2012 16:02:25 GMT

I feel like I'm just a small town girl, living in this lonely world. But then someone happens to step into that world. He make her smile and blush over everything. He give this little girl butterflies like no one has before. {Speechless} would describe her at this point in the day. You know when you have so much to say but you don't know where to start. You don't want to reveal too much, but don't want to say too little. You’re excited and scared at the same time. Your stomach jumps and your heart start to beat out of your chest. Everything feels so fresh and new. This could be the beginning of something great or something amazing. Few of you know what I am referring to. Even fewer know {who} I am referring to. He may not even know.

Yes ladies and gentlemen, I am referring to a man. A beautiful, brave man. Oh how my heart is fluttering. I feel ridiculous but at the same time I feel as if this is the most excitement my heart has been all year. I instantly smile when I see a text from this person (he needs a nickname since I will be changing it). The content of the text doesn't seem to matter, I just feel amazing knowing that I crossed his mind, even if it was for that second to send the text.

This person keeps making me blush, especially after I found out he reads my blog. My cheeks turned rose colored red. We will call him Charming or prince for short. He asked if it was worth it to risk it all for him. Obviously he read my blog post found here asking if it was worth it. My answer to his question is, yes! If you could only see my face right now you would probably laugh. I haven't been open like this in a long time. I feel as if I was closed off, but now I am free to express myself.

Sometimes you just can't tell anybody how you really feel

acitygirl — Mon, 05 Mar 2012 13:31:21 GMT

Sometimes you just can't tell anybody how you really feel...

- Not because you don't know why ..
- Not because you don't trust them ..
- Not because you don't know your purpose..

But because you cant find the right words to make them "UNDERSTAND" :')

Sharma gae mai hai hai...

acitygirl — Sat, 03 Mar 2012 08:51:05 GMT

In my life, I never had an experience of blushing at any time and I never thought of it too. But all my friends want to see that how I will look like when I encounter with the feeling of it and even me too want to experience it...I had felt it once due to my Hero but at that time I just tried to escape myself from that situation…

Actually it happened when we were in Chidambaram for our PCP, we both were attending our practical classes and we were in two different classes. My Hero left his book with me but for his class he was in need of that book. So after finding time he called me and said to bring that book to his class and give him in person. I went to his class but I couldn't able to give it to him. Because his professor didn't gave permission to give it. So I get back to my class.

After one hour, the class got over, every boy of his class came to me and said "we know that you both have true love and now tell us how you both found each other…” Oh God, that was the situation when I was blushing for the first time. At the same time, I was shocked and having a big question to myself that "what’s going on here?”, "What they are talking about?". I asked everyone about this but they were teasing me..

At last, one of them said when you came to class just 10 minutes before, they were talking about our relationship and suddenly my Hero said to them that "If my love is true then she will come here within 10 minutes” and you came.

OMG………really I was blushing...I tried to tell them the truth but they were not ready to listen...they were moving around me and repeating the single line "His love is true….”…I was having smile on my face and wanted to escape from there.

After all this, I went out of the institute alone and he was talking to his friends and they were still on the same topic…my lodge was just 20 feet away from institute…suddenly I saw him on a bike (there we don’t have our own bike) and he came to me & stopped his bike and I didn't thought for a single second and rushed on bike…We took 5 minutes ride of it and gave the bike back to his friend..

Now everyone who were teasing at that time gave a complement that

"we both are just made for each other”.

I am ok now….

acitygirl — Fri, 02 Mar 2012 15:15:01 GMT

One day I went to see one of my relative…I don’t know anything about them. I don’t know how exactly they were related to me...It was a big hospital…I can feel the smell of medicine and some other chemicals…I felt uncomfortable in that atmosphere...

In one of the room, I saw a lady lying on bed with a small cute new born baby…Also, I saw a 5 year old girl standing near to her bed and continuously starring at the new born. She was very quiet and I guessed that she was a daughter of that family…

Suddenly, when girl touched the new born, her father scolded her for that and the mother was indifferent towards her. The parents were scared and worried much about their new born than her…I could feel her tears behind her silence...I could see the insecurity for her, but don’t know how to handle the situation, so I could be only an eyewitness of her situation…I saw that she again tried to touch the new born and again her father scolded her…

After this, she rushed out from the room and her parents didn't bother on what she was doing… I couldn’t bear to this situation and I rushed behind her, but it was too late because she met with an accident at that time and she was no more…She was very small...she doesn’t deserve that...How it could happens with her…

I am ok now…Oh that was only me as the 5 year old child who died in her childhood…Now I am grown up...Now I am ok… J

Book meme......

acitygirl — Wed, 29 Feb 2012 12:38:29 GMT

Hmmm..I had to write a Book Meme. I love them so. I do. I came across this one on Pagla Pagli so here goes:

Grab the Nearest Book
Open it to page 56
Find the fifth sentence
Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions: "Don’t dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one. Pick the CLOSEST!”

Well so the closest book to me right now is "Genesis” by Bernard Beckett. The fifth sentence on Page 56 is:

The Head Examiner waited for her to move into place and then straight went into the next question, as if the break had happened only in her imagination.

I am so so loving this book right now. Can’t wait to post about it.

i am on the top of the world

acitygirl — Mon, 27 Feb 2012 15:29:52 GMT

Hey..guyssss

I am very happy today on blog Stupid Love got century of impression on it................. I want to sing a song..

let me suggest any song this...

I am getting a song ..

Aaj mai uppar aasma niche...aaj mai aage jamana hai piche...

Tell me O khuda aab mai kya karun....chalun sidhi ki ulti chalunn...

Thank you so much friends for liking my blog and giving your precious time here..

I would like if you drop your precious suggestion in my Guest Book..

Happy Reading & Unconditional love..

Monica Sharma

Sharing a Old Memories.....

acitygirl — Mon, 27 Feb 2012 08:40:36 GMT

Ekk Deewana tha - in my life..

acitygirl — Sat, 25 Feb 2012 15:45:45 GMT

Yesterday night, I saw the movie "”Ekk Deewana Tha”, a bollywood hindi movie..I liked it very much better I should say that I loved that movie very much...it was a romantic movie…Please don’t think that I am going to give you a review of that movie along with star ratings and all…No no ways ;-) ..but I am going to tell you that why I liked that Movie..Why I was so desperate to watch it…

Some time back my Hero was in a get together along with his friends. His friends asked about me at that time...and shyly he replied to them about me and also told that I am 1 year older than him..Then his friends started teasing him for that and told him that his story was like one of the telugu movie. But that time, I didn't showed any interest to know what exactly the movie all about because it’s a telugu movie and I don’t know telugu…

Few months back, I came to know that movie is going to released in Hindi. From that second onwards I have started my counting to see that. And finally the day came and the film got released.. I went to see that movie with one of my friend.

When the movie started, I felt like "Oh it is a good romantic movie" but after some time...I found that there are many things which were very similar to what happened our real life...like...I am 1 year elder then my men. He has a great feeling of love on me from the first day he saw me..He said that to me very fast but at that time I couldn’t able to think of that…As movie, I don’t want to be in that kind of relationship with him because I am very fearful that he only loves me but I always want to be a good friend of him…

After some time, we went to Chennai together by train and we came close to each other and we spend a great moment. From that time onwards, we were more comfortable and after that we were more comfortable with each other and we started spending more and more time with each other..

That’s the story how we started. The movie got ended up in missing their loved ones but not mine. It’s in progress. Hopefully, it will also get a happy ending like that movie taken by the Hero in that "Ekk Deewana Tha" movie….. :)

Simply writing..

acitygirl — Sat, 18 Feb 2012 10:55:32 GMT

Today I don’t have anything special to write but I still I want to write but still I want to write… ;-) bcus I know it’s the only way to express my feelings…

Right now I am in my room….My TV is also on but listening songs on Ipod …ahaha fully wasting electricity….okiess when I am in my room then let me describe my room also..in a corner of my room I have dressing table…in one book shelf my two favorite teady bears are also there…some photos collection..one more my bed that is totally messed up and I am messed up with mobile, ipod lead & my book…and after all this I am writing blog on my mobile…

My mumma is cooking Chicken in kitchen…she asked me to help her in cooking but I said I am reading book ;-) … Please someone tell my mumma that one cant study till exams are not on head..

Here I am writing my new blog, listening songs aha my favorite one, watching TV and keep on observing surrounding and my thoughts also…OMG how much work I have to do…OMG please help me…Ahaha suddenly my hero came to my thought..He is telling sorry for not calling today because I had a lots of works to do..But I am missing you too much… aha I m blushing…

I got a new topic..TELEPATHY life will be very easy if we have the power of Telepathy..we can convey our thoughts and feelings and most important any message to our loved one without wasting any time through our own mind…do you believe on these kind of power…………

If I have the same then I would be always busy with my hero…no one can stop me for doing this…